Dolly Desire v20

July 16, 2009 9:33 PM

I'm damn tired seriously. Each day I wake up, its either projects or something to do with either PereOcean or SonicGear events. Its damn irritating. Spent a whole day over at Shin Sin place to do project. But only did a little. Not very efficient.. Sighs. I need rest, especially now that I'm sick.

Everything is just not going well. Arghs. I cant believe that I have to do projects and go school when I have 2 days of MC. But I cant afford to just be irresponsible by leaving everything to my group members alone. Sighs.

Hate school really. It sucks BIG time.

July 12, 2009 10:42 PM

My 21st Birthday Celebration

I know this is real late, but better than never right? Yours truly have been really busy with school work, numberous projects as well as never-ending tutorials etc. School's wearing me out really. At times, I do really feel like giving up &quitting school. Mid-sem results havent been really good. At times, I worry for my results &if I am able to secure a place in local university. Apart from that, I worry about not getting a good SIP placement. What if I end up in F&B? I really do not want to work in F&B line. So many what ifs.. I booked my FTP only to realised that I need to go back to school for the execution of the event for Event Management on Thursday (which is normally my rest day). I'm so sick of everything. Especially school. I cant do Calculus for nuts sake. I suck at it. I am not strong in Maths. What to do?

Anyway, here are the photos of my 21st Birthday celebrations! There are pre, during as well as post birthday celebrations! (:

20 June 2009

27 June 2009

29 June 2009

30 June 2009 (My actual birthday)

Labels: 21st birthday, bestie, birthday, Dearest, Family, friends, tp mates

June 23, 2009 8:35 PM

I really hate how we quarrel over the same issue over &over again. You wanted me to apologise which I didn't because I think that it is not my fault. Because apologising doesnt help at all, the problem will not be resolved &it will recur again. I respect you because you are someone whom I look up to. But I really hate the fact when you try to restrict me from doing certain things. Like I am all grown up already? I'm not a young kid anymore, really. When I know that I got into DHL, I asked if you wanted to go for the ceremony &you acted nonchalant. You even asked if that was neccessary. Why did I work so hard for then if not that I want to gain your praise? I know you dont like him, its okay. Why did you then transfer all your hatred for him or your detestation for him to me? Its not fair, really.

Things are just not working out for me really. I couldnt sleep last night because of you. Because of the fact that we quarrelled.

Today in school, I was so disappointed when I saw my Retail Informatics results. I was like so upset. I could do the paper, really. In fact, I could answer all the essay questions. But then I did so badly which I couldnt believe it.

After Mr Roche went through International Marketing &Retailing paper, I knew that the probability of me failing that paper is very high. Calculus, needless to say because I couldnt differentiate one question &I couldnt solve the other one. Retail Practical 3 is worse for I didnt know what stakeholders its includes. Hopefully I can do well for Mall Management.

Went to Tampines1 with Carissa &Jasline after school. Went to Fish &Co for desserts. Just feel at home whenever I am with them.

&Then Andy Dearest called to tell me that there are some problems with regard to my party. Arghs. Why cant everything just go smoothly for once?